I took a home pregnancy test last night just to be sure. I had a bit of spotting so I was still holding onto hope. But at the same time, I didn’t want to take another progesterone suppository if I didn’t have to. No matter how much I squinted at the test this time, there was nothing but white space. I awoke this morning to the fat lady singing. And no she wasn’t a beautiful opera singer, rather the heavy ugly type, and a little bit out of tune too. And so the period pants come on. Both the knicker type and trouser type, just to be clear.
Our appointment with our doctor to discuss the next steps is scheduled for 4th May, the earliest appointment possible. I am looking forward to it, but mostly I am looking forward to not trying to conceive this month. After 17 months, its time for a little break. Time for some alcohol (just a bit), exercise (a lot), some dangerous sports and diet (just a bit because I’ve put on a bit of weight the last few months, time to get into that bikini!!). No more temperature taking, no more peeing into a cup, no more hormones, sex when we want to and hopefully a little less pain. Doesn’t sound so bad, does it really?
Ps. Oh and if anyone tells me it will happen now we are relaxed I’ll punch them in the face. Sorry.
Time to get back to some of the more ‘dangerous sports’…sorry mum!
The Great Pudding Club Hunt 
I love your plan to enjoy life alcohol, some danger and exercise included! I also love your P.S. message – I think anyone who says that should absolutely get punched.
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hehe I wondered if I might have come across as a violent person in that post! I’m not honestly!! It would obviously be ‘in my head’ punching!!!!
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Nope, I totally knew what you meant!! I’m the same way! 🙂
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You’ve definitely earned a month off! Hopefully it will refresh you energy for the next steps. Looking forward to hearing what the doc says 🙂
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Thank you!! We are looking forward to that part too….we have many questions for her!
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Some “me” time is definitely in order!! Enjoy a month away from all these shenanigans and you’ll come back totally ready to take on whatever comes next. You can do it!!
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Absolutely! thank you for the support 🙂
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I’m so sorry, friend. Getting to the point of taking a break felt like a relief for me too. I hope that you are able to do something fun with your husband to take your mind off things in the meantime. When you’re ready to take the next step, all of your blogger friends will be here for you. xo
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I didn’t think I would actually feel relief so quickly as I do now, I’m also quite tired of being sad too, so I know this will be good for us 🙂 A slight respite saving for the longer journey……
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my favorite part was the PS….soooooo incredibly sick of hearing that
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